I was supposed to to go for a PETRONAS Corporate Team Bowling selection last Saturday but I couldn't make it. My exam is next Tuesday and I've been busy juggling work and study for the whole semester. The last time I played bowling was in January 2008 and that was a very long time ya. Just look at my bowling set, they are sitting there on their corner, gathering dust. I bought those on 2nd June 2007. I have to admit that I'm not that great in bowling, but I'm not that bad either. Last year I won quite a few competitions (well... no 11 with a prize still considered as winning right, compared to going home empty handed hehe).
Earlier in January 2008, I suffered another temporary memory loss. It happened during a bowling game, I was swinging the ball and suddenly it hit me behind my right knee. Then I stop, and suddenly, I forgot how to bowl, just like that. I was shocked and so were my friends. I tried playing a few times after that but I've lost my touch. I hope this is temporary. I need my touch to win. I've worked so hard to learn it, it can't just leave me like that. That is also 1 of the reasons why I was afraid to go for the selection last weekend coz I don't know how I will do and I don't think I can handle public humiliation a few days before my exam. Might as well let it go. Its ok darling, there's always next year... and the next... and the year after... and after.... I'll start bowling after my exams ok.
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